About Forgiveness

I forgive the tears I was made to shed,
I forgive the pain and the disappointments,
I forgive the betrayals and the lies,
I forgive the slanders and intrigues,
I forgive the hatred and the persecution,
I forgive the blows that hurt me,
I forgive the wrecked dreams,
I forgive the stillborn hopes,
I forgive the hostility and jealousy,
I forgive the indifference and ill will,
I forgive the injustice carried out in the name of justice,
I forgive the anger and the cruelty,
I forgive the neglect and the contempt,
I forgive the world and all its evils…
I also forgive myself.
May the misfortunes of the past no longer weigh on my heart.

Ba Zi's Reading of Mine

Gender: Female Birthdate: 1978/8/30 18:1 Birth Chart--Bazi, 4 Pillars of Destiny 　時　　　日　　　月　　　年　 　正印　　比肩　　七殺　　偏財　 　癸　　　甲　　　庚　　　戊　　 　酉　　　子　　　申　　　午　　 　正官　　正印　　七殺　　傷官　 　　　　　　　　　偏印　　正財　 　　　　　　　　　偏財	Your sign is Pine in Chinese Horoscope
◎Your life is represented by the sturdy pine tree, someone with great ability. You can reach for top by overcoming obstacles when young. You have an independent spirit and you like courteous, polite people. ◎ Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the pine tree.

Al Qasas 24

"My Lord, indeed I am, for whatever good You would send down to me, in need."

This is the problem I want to have

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
Let our scars fall in love.”

― Galway Kinnell

Seven Deadly Sins

Wealth without work
Pleasure without conscience
Science without humanity
Knowledge without character
Politics without principle
Commerce without morality
Worship without sacrifice

― Mahatma Gandhi

Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.

― Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them

The Paradoxical Commandments

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

― Kent M. Keith, The Silent Revolution: Dynamic Leadership in the Student Council 

Online Personality Tests

Still interesting more MBTI? Here is a good website that contains lots of interesting information about Carl Jung and MBTI test: http://www.personalitypathways.com

Good articles I haven't finished to read :
http://www.personalitypathways.com/thomson/index.html
http://www.theguardian.com/science/brain-flapping/2013/mar/19/myers-briggs-test-unscientific

Another link to test your MBTI type :
http://www.teamtechnology.co.uk/tt/t-articl/mb-simpl.htm

Or maybe do you want to try another online personality tests?
Curiosity is endless, huh. Well, here is the link. Let's explore them ;)

PS: Should this August be nominated as Month of Personality of The Year?

INTJ and more

INTJ - "Mastermind". Introverted intellectual with a preference for finding certainty. A builder of systems and the applier of theoretical models. 2.1% of total population.

Take Free Jung Personality Test

Personality Test by SimilarMinds.com

There is further explanation about how every types has its supportive characters which are mostly different from its main type that is often applied on certain circumstances. The detail can be found here. While I will copy my type explanation here for my own convenience, it is always free for you to use them :p. To make it short, within every INTJ personality, there is an unconscious INTP and visa-versa. This is true of every type; there is secondary pattern, a twin who is the mirror image of the primary pattern. There is also mask/second type which sometimes noticed by community and usually used in public purposes, in my case it is ST type (see the chart below, T and S are placed in extraverted face). By middle or later age, additional psychological growth may have produced new patterns that are the mirror image of the two primary faces. An INTJ is not only developing an inner NiFi, but also an outer NeFe. Thus, she begins to actually talk the walk and walk the talk. The fourth face, though largely hidden from the outer world, has risen to be more within the conscious awareness and thereby affecting more of the INTJs' conscious behavior. As this fourth face (SiTi) garners more influence, the INTJ may crave a higher degree of inner simplicity and rational order; i.e. a simpler, more orderly, less complex life. Perhaps these changes, overlaying additional faces or new archetypes arising, accounts for the mellowness that seems to frequently come with moving into our senior years.

Jung Typology Test

Interest on another free online personality test to learn more about your own character? You can always try the popular Jung Typology Test. I've tried, and guess what : INTJ type... lol. I knew it somehow that I am an introvert person. ;)

Below are my results, taken from here for more details. You don't have to read it, you don't need to hehe :p. Instead take your own personality test and find your own result. I publish my result here only for my own documentation and practical reason ;). Have fun...

Tree Personality Test

I found this site while browsing, and I really like the artistic design of it. It's a tree personality test and after I tried to answered the questions provided, these below are my results, I am matches to hazel, beech and cedar trees, kind of interesting, huh. ;)

Manhood

“If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!”

― Rudyard Kipling, If: A Father's Advice to His Son